Tuesday
Filed under: Uncategorized • 2 CommentsLife is a continuous stream of projects and work and plans right now
I keep staying up really late trying to catch up and get more done, but apparently if you stay up until 5 am working you still end up sleeping the same 7 hours you would have if you went to sleep at midnight like a normal person, and I am no further ahead. Huh.
Currently I am attempting to balance the panic and uncertainty that I have with the work and plans and go go go. I live and thrive on plans and the plans can change a hundred times if they need to between here and there, but I need plans. The unknown knee surgery date (dates?) and the generally terrifying economic situation do not fit into my plans and I have a hard time dealing with that. If you told me that I will have knee surgery in 2020 and no one would ever book another wedding then I could make a plan for that and it would be all fine, really. I can plan for that.
What is harder to plan for however is maybe I’m having knee surgery in 3 weeks from now and maybe we’ll book 50 weddings for next summer and if so on either count then what I’m doing now and for the next few months looks very different compared to what I’d be doing if I knew that those things weren’t happening.
Of course the logical thing is to plan for both outcomes but then you’re only ever doing things half best - half best if it goes one way and half best if it goes another and half half half.
And so, when trying to plan for many eventualities, I run out of time and I stay up until 5 but sleep until noon and get no further ahead!
I like order and I like logic and on the business side I trend things and I can tell you how it was last year and the year before and the year before that and I can make a good prediction about how it will be this year and next year and so on and there are contingencies and such but you have a good idea. Except this year, I don’t, and you don’t, and everything has been absolutely *fine* but the media tells you to *panic* and if we’re all being told to *panic* then we think we shouldn’t spend and then we don’t and then did the problem happen because it was a real problem or because we were all told there was so we made one?
So you spend lots of time on those contingencies and you do what you do best and for me that is build my business and make it even more amazing and even more strong and even more diverse.
And you drink a glass of wine because you deserve it, while writing out more plans, of course.




